Can't sleep...have to be to work at 4:30 a.m. (in 4 hours). It's my first Mothers Day without my Mom and I just don't know how I'm going to make it through the day. I miss her so much and I wish I didn't have to go through this day. I hope everyone who does have their mother tells her how much they appreciate her and how much they love her. I hope Mom knows how much I love her and how much I miss her now. My world has an empty spot that can never be filled. I have had so many moments that I have went to grab my phone and call her to tell her something or share something exciting and realize she's not there. She's going to miss out on so many things that she would have loved being a part of, like Joey & Hanna getting married, Chloe's birthdays, Bret graduating, the free flights she could have now because of my job, & all the wonderful moments our family has yet to come. She would have loved to have been able to fly for free! She would be going EVERYWHERE! I love you Mom and miss you EVERY day! Mothers Day will never be the same without you, nor will any other day be the same. There will always be an empty spot in every special moment. Happy Mothers Day to you wherever you are! I love you!